Hi my name is Loida and I lost my son Andrew James on Feb.21,2005,
he was 37 weeks.

I lost him because of massive abrupted placenta.

Andrew was suppose to be born on March 4,05 by C- section. My husband and I were so happy we prepared everything for him.

On the day we lost him we were looking for a bigger house so he could have his own room.

The day started off perfect we were running errands I was feeling fine.

During the evening I started feeling pain which were mild.

   I told my husband joking " I think he wants to come out today". The pain kept getting worse within the hour we left for the hospital.
I thought I was in labor I was not bleeding or showed any signs of what was coming.

When arrived at hospital they could not hear his heartbeat. In my mind I thought he was just hiding. How could this be,
I last felt him move around lunchtime like I also did. I wish I knew that was the last time I would feel him.
We got to hold him but not for to long. I wish I knew I could've stayed with him as long as I wanted. I wanted him so.

All of our dreams for him gone. I wish I could take back the day that God took him away.


I know he is in Heaven.
I love you Andrew James

  
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